I ended up continuing to talk to someone who was using and we co-signed each other’s bullshit. I went down to where she was and used for 2 days straight. Now I’m in an outpatient detox. I’m looking at a PHP/IOP program for after here and praying and hoping I get into it. My family is talking about possibly letting me live with them after I complete my next program. Life is great! I have so much to be grateful for today. It’s amazing how everything works out when I’m honest and surrender. God first, then my recovery, and everything else falls into place.
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@abreahna249759 Please don't get this twisted... Why? What brought you to the point of relapse.
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Always keep focused on. Progress! Never give up on yourself! You are loved
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Give yourself some grace glad you came back time to reflect on why it happened and work on yourself so it doesn't happen again build a support group and reach out when struggling
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Honestly I just made a really bad impulsive decision. There’s no truer reason as to why I relapsed other than that I wanted to in that moment. The thought of getting high was more appealing than staying clean.
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It’s not to late to try again, you can do this💜
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Thank you 
You’re welcome 
You know I respect your response and respect you more for being honest. Add me if you'd like.