I relapsed a while back and thought I had it

I relapsed a while back and thought I had it under control. Now I’m back in a cycle of the same things I’ve done before. Mental health is not well, lost my dream job, and I have little money. Can’t believe I let it get this bad again.

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Dylan today is a new day, you can change things around. Seek treatment asap. Go to a meeting … I’ll pray for you

I relapsed a few weeks ago after 11 beautiful months because i also thought it had it under control until i was going to the liquor store at 8 am to maintain my withdrawals, then sneaking bottles in my room to help cope with having drank in the morning , to now having to call off work because of my withdrawals because my mom took the last bottle in my room, I’ve already called off too many times because of drinking and I’ve broken my family’s trust again. It’s the worst feeling in the world yet all i want to do is still drink. We have a disease my friend