I relapsed again and feel horrible about it.
Hang in there, don't beat yourself up it happens! Maybe hit up a meeting tomorrow! Do you have a sponsor?
Get back up. It's not too late to start over.
Identify yourself to yourself as someone who doesn't drink, ever. You don't have to be that person you don't like. Reinvent your self identity.
Team NFW is always recruiting new members.
Don't feel bad get up and do it again relax as part of recovery reach out like you doing now you know if it's a sport
Get back on the horse bro.