I feel like its such an ugly word. Relaspe.
The difference this time:
I didnt get bag. I didnt get any of my other replacement susbstances (mdma, alcohol, mollie).
I didnt make a night or a weekend of it.
I did one line.
I immediately regretted it. I feel so much shame and guilt. Trying to be gentle with myself and remember the little girl in me who needs help, who needs to be protected. Thank you everyone for being here. I'm gonna be okay.
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You told on yourself that's brave good first step. Get back on track go to meetings reach out before it happens again.dont give up because your worth it.
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Good job noticing
Well said, Esmeralda.
Girl, you got this. Pick yourself up, & do what you gotta do to get back on track. Stay strong 
sister! You got this because God has got you.
