I remember a day when I didn't drink. It's not that I would have one every now and again, I just usually didn't. A few years after I had my daughter I noticed I was drinking every day. I didn't think anything of it because it wasn't effecting my life. I think it was 2018 when I realized I have a real problem. Before I was really aware of programs I managed to get 5 months then thing started getting bad again. During the shut down things got hopelessly bad. I nearly destroyed everything. Now i can get through a work week but not a weekend. I'm getting dangerous close to destroying my life.
You’re here. You’re aware that you want to change. That’s huge in itself.
I had four and a half months earlier this year, spiraled really hard, and now I’m back on day 4. It’s daunting at times, but a start is something.
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