I remember when sometimes the only thing that would motivate me to keep on wanting to barely even live, was finding a old re-hash cigarette on the ground that would provide me with another 3 seconds of reliefs and get me on to the next mission. God those days are not missed.
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I can definitely relate! How exhausting that lifestyle was! I don't ever want to forget where I came from.... We forget the true pain in life most times as human beings, I believe it's part of our make-up. If women truly remembered how painful childbirth truly can be, we'd probably Never have more than 1! I think it's important for us as addicts to try to hold onto that memory, bc if we are truly able to, we may truly never go back to that!
I appreciate you replying Alicia I hope everything is going well for you!