I broke down I used I don't know that I have anything to be grateful for right now I just jeopardized everything
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Start over. Day one- this is it.
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Dust your knees off get up and start again. I'm praying for you right now.
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Thank You!
You are breathing
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I've been having a hard time breathing all day I feel like I just throw up I'm scared I'm hurt I'm alone I'm sitting on the top of a mountain right now just to be closer to God I want him to know how much I'm hurting
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Be grateful your still alive and you're able to start over relapse isn't the end of the world for the lucky people
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You haven't just jeopardized enough to admit it. It's all part of the disease. Just pick yourself up dust yourself off and start all over again.
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That didn't even make sense. I think I talk too fast. It was supposed to say be proud of yourself for being courageous enough to admit it. LOL sorry about that
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Hugs
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Try working the first step and learn what you are powerless over 
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I'm in agreement that you're DRINKING AND USING CAREER HAS BEEN RUINED AND RECOVERY HAS BECOME VERY PERSONAL. Trust the PROCESS of RECOVERY and you will MAKE IT THROUGH THE TOUGH TIMES. YOU CAN DO THIS
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The biggest part of recovery is learning that u have made a mistake, the good thing about mistakes is they are fixable. Wipe those tears , put your big girl panties on and keep on trucking. U got this.
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Don't let your mind keep you down ...you had a slip now it's time to get back up and try again one day at a time one moment one second you got this
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That makes sense
Be thankful for being alive . I know sometimes it's hard to want to be alive, but remember, so many others weren't as lucky as us . Relapses are an opportunity to do better than before . Remember, stay sober for today . Another day, sober is another day fighting for a better you . My messages are always open if you need someone to talk to ! Sending love and good vibes your way . I am proud of you for wanting to better your life.
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You haven’t ruined anything if you didn’t stop yourself. Relapsing is normal for many. Don’t beat yourself up, it won’t help in the least.
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Thank you
Trisha, I was a chronic relapser for way too long! I finally learned that my sobriety had to be and remain my number one priority in life. Over finance, romance and even family.
Without absolute sobriety, I ruin all of the above. With sobriety I can have everything I want and so much more!
I’m here if you want to talk.
You can be greatful for life I almost lost my life