I sas supposed to get a response today around 5pm. 2.5 hours ago, about my unarmed security officer interview i went to yesterday and they never called. Ya know, I've been doing good on my end I'm sober, I'm honest, and has an unhindering desire to help and protect others. I could really use a break here! I didn't get the one i interviewed on thursday for because the position i was applying for was filled and not yet updated on their systems, there was another that was filled and was supposed to have been taken off of indeed but hadnt been, i havnt gotten a call back for this one.. 3 different companies for unarmed security jobs in a week and this last one i don't even get a call back with an answer. Im running out of money. I'm lonely. I don't have a girlfriend.. heck ive never been in an actual relationship. Im very depressed. Im definitely not going to drink but i feel like a complete peice of S like im not good enough for anyone or anything. Like im a failure no matter what i do. I feel like no one likes me and im a waste space and anyones time of day. Im sure some of you are going to try to cheer me up and say im wrong and dont think that way and i know how you feel and blah blah blah.. right now its not going to help me. I will apologize to everyone for saying what im saying in advance but im honest and open and i have no one else to tell.
Thanks for sharing
When sober, feelings are extra raw, so it's ok to not feel ok. Dwelling can lead us to a drink, so reaching out is a start. Asking someone how they are doing can help too. These feelings will pass, I promise
@jeremiah290837 Did you place the call and reconfirm that you're still interested in the position? When you interviewed were you dressed appropriately or like a rag-a-muffin?
Just remember you'll never get a second chance to make a first impression. So the first time out there you best better knock it out of the ballpark.
I was dressed professionally. I was there early. I showed confidence. I answered all the questions. I've emailed them after not getting a response and still have heard no reply of any kind. Nope I'm just a failure even sober. I'm doomed to a meaningless existence, working crappy after crappy job, never having a decent paying career, and die alone because I'll never be able to support a family and look too pathetic to ever be taken as a suitable partner. The only reason I have to even get out of bed is to go to OP classes to keep my grant that pays for my rent. Other than that I'm just a complete waste of space.that everyone ignores or doesn't even notice. Maybe I'll take up rattlesnake wrangling.