i sit in silence when people mention mental health because..
i know how it feels to never want to leave your bed.. like ever.
i know what it feels like to be lonely in a room full of people.
i know what it feels like to be mean to the only people trying to help you. i know what it feels like to cry for no reason, and then pretend you're fine the next minute.
i know what it feels like to smile so no one asks what's wrong.
i know what it feels like to carry the weight of the world in silence. i know what it feels like to feel
misunderstood, even by people who love you.
i know what it feels like to lose yourself and not know how to get back. 