I slipped relapsed however you wanna say today to much on my plate I couldn’t deal today 
phone heavy didn’t pick up its been building but today just went to pakie
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Relapse only exists with the ability to remain sober for a period of time.
Your four months proved you can do it!
Sh!t happens, you are strong.
Dust yourself off, get back up, and prove it by adding days back to your sobriety tracker.
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Angie, checking back in because you said this had been building before you drank. How are you doing today? Those 4 months still taught you something, but I wouldn’t brush off what led up to this either. Please get somebody on the phone and don’t try to carry all of this by yourself.
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I went to 4 meetings today. Got my 24 hour chip this morning. I need to get a sponsor. A good friend in the program said I’ve been going to meetings but I need a sponsor and start step work. I am starting a woman’s step meeting in September. I have to remember to pick up the phone and I need therapy I’ll be 52 in a couple of weeks and I have a lot of trauma to deal with.
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Thank you for checking on me!
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Angie I'm not even gonna lie I also relapsed recently after being clean for almost 2years imfrom Baltimore Maryland and I feel like the biggest loser and just knowing that I let my mom down that shyt rite there has got me so twisted
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I’m sorry I didn’t tell mine and I’m not gonna she’s a reason I drank. I’m sorry prayers I’m back to meetings and praying
Be strong, find a hobbie for a great distraction. Lean on your friends. We are here for you.
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Hey I just feel like I need to get this goofy BS off my chest Well come to find out...I finally found the courage to tell my mom that I was having a hard time and that I relapsed and she said.... Holly I've known you your whole life and that she already knew... she was just waiting for me to tell her that she loves me and that I don't have to lie 
to her about anything.... so after that I fukked up AGAIN and told her that I needed money for cigarettes so she made me get on video chat while I bought the Newport so I ordered them and she seen the guy hand them to me....but like most addicts were very sneaky so she stayed on video with me until I got home...then BAM SHE ASKED TO SEE THE PACK OPEN SO yeah obviously there was NOT ONE DANG CIGARETTE IN THE PACK so yeah we haven't talked in about 5 or 6 days and I'm seriously unsure if she is gonna talk to me again
Also I'm using my wife's account....my name is Holly lolz her name is Brittany
I don’t understand what did he sell you then?
It’s coming up Holly not Brittany
They told me it wasn't the number of times I fell that count. Only the number times I got up.
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