I still don’t have a sponsor, since I don’t have one, I am working every day on step 1 by myself. Just again and again read about powerlessness. Pray to accept that and surrender. And trying to live accordingly, remind myself again and again that I have no power against drinking.
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Have you read Alan Carr's quit drinking without willpower? Reading it has helped me achieve a level of peace as a happy non drinker.
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Have you been going to meetings? It a great place to see people practicing that surrender, and it’s a great place to find a new sponsor!
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Keep putting the work in and it will get better.
Suggest you Read steps one and two in the 12 & 12.
P. 417 in big book is great daily. Reminds me to stay humble. Btw I’m available to sponsor. Just puttin it out there. Either way, working w a sponsor can help guide us through the steps and build a strong foundation of solid sobriety.
Godspeed🙏
Hang in there Jane. You can do this. You aren’t alone. We have all been where you’re at. That drink you feel like you need/deserve won’t actually fix anything.