I struggle with this. I want so badly to be

I struggle with this. I want so badly to be where I want to be NOW. I need to remember patience, and time, along with hard work will get me there. And to want it for myself, not to please anyone else.

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Yeah I struggle with this too. I've realized it's my ego that's attempting to run the show when this happens. My ego wants what it wants when it want it. When i go with the flow everything happens just the way it's supposed to happen and I'm at peace and accept the situation for exactly what it is.

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I also struggled with this for about the 1st 4 months into it this time around. I stuck with my meetings and things really started falling into place for me...I guess I grew some patience, cause I found out I didn't need to rush it anymore.

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Lisa, I am struggling yes-with remaining patient.
This time around feels smoother (?) as I am really doing this for myself, more so than previous attempts?
Thank you for sharing the words which you posted.
I am going to write those down in my notebook.
:pray:t4:

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