I talk to the mother of my child and I get to video call while I'm in Miami for 6 months.
I've been here almost at 2 months.
She told me yesterday that I could not come back home and live with her and my daughter.
She had been stringing me along coming to see me , and I came to the hospital for her youngest sons surgery because her kids call me Dad, I love them and our daughter so much.
She told me she wanted to have $#@ and she still loved me , and proceeded to tell me she did not want her suger daddy to stop giving her money when I came home .
Dang I was with a Jondice Dumpling lol!
When the guy is 68 chews tobacco and was at the hospital ohh Lord I wanted too ...... Give Hugs..
Ouch my self esteem was hurt.
I needed a few bandaids after that one. Lol
I accepted it and it was difficult and I was angry, yet I know what an unhealthy relationship we had.
And I actually blocked her on the Internet.
And it's time to focus on my recovery.
So any women or man out there selling there soul no offense I don't hate the game or that playa. 
Gut check it up!
Thanks recovery community.
Any advice for a wounded 🪖 warrior!! Drop it 