I talked to my sponsor for a routine daily talk, He decides to tell me he will evict me for the way I look and dress he said the diamond earrings had to go my platinum pendant my shoes my personal style, the people in this particular area a few seem to think and have shared with my sponsor that I am doing the wrong thing by dressing a certain way like it's the old me and so many others are supportive of the person I'm becoming. And I took my earings out and put away my clothes and changed my look for my sponsor like he asked, I told him about my relationship I was having and told me I had to break it off and I did last night, I cried and it freaking hurt my soul and he turned that around on me and used that to say I lied to him etc! I feel I'm having my identity taken away. And I have a friend that is a women that I helped by meeting her at a meeting that had a female speaker and a few people said I was sleeping with her and that's not ever been the case My sponsor also said that I was being a SL*! by doing these things. He told me women work with women and men with men, I thought the hand of AA was there to help all those in need: I care about him like a father. I've never had this feeling of just dang I don't know what to do in my mind and he supervises me it's only a few months away to get the court satisfied and this situation is like it gives him power over what I do how I look what I can do how to do it and I know he has my best interest in mind but it feels like he is over doing it and over stepping his boundaries with me.
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