I thought I wasn’t an alcoholic because I didn’t drink everyday and never experienced those withdrawals I heard about. But whenever I did I would drink a lot. A whole lot. It was as if I never could get enough. The times I did drink it impacted my life in very negative ways like car accidents call off work due to hangover ruining friends and family relationships to the point where I just got use to isolation just so I can drink without having to worry about anyone. Then had to put my phone away while I drunk so I wouldn’t make drunk calls. So embarrassing. Smh. When my people would tell me the next day of what I may have said or how I may have acted. Today is one week without alcohol and I’m grateful. I am an alcoholic that is adjusting to a new lifestyle and I want my sobriety more than anything. I’m tired of a $40 bottle costing me costly consequences and ruining all of my relationships. Enough is enough.
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