I’ve been clean for 10 months. My husband, since being paroled from prison, had stopped using as well. I’ve been lying to myself and knowing he has been secretly using. He has been making up crazy stories as to where he has been, and I caught him in one of the lies to the point he couldn’t do anything but tell the truth, there was no way out. So now he’s saying that he will just quit lying to me and tell me what he is doing instead of lie to me about it. Since he has admitted it, now all I want to do is get high too. I have not gone thru with it, but went as far as making calls to get it and then ignored them when they responded. I don’t know what to do. I’ve just been sleeping pretty much nonstop. I don’t have a sponsor. I don’t really even have any friends that I have made since being clean. I feel trapped
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Hi Holly, I'm new here but I think I would take my sobriety as a separate goal from anyone else's. Of course that doesn't make it easier but I know you can stay clean.
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You want the honest, raw response? What he is doing is sh!tty. Period. He is risking his parole, both of your freedom, and both your health. But you can only do what you can do with your own sobriety. Maybe check out an alanon meeting. Good luck.
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