i’ve been sick for the past few days. my energy has been drained and i have felt very susceptible to temptations. i find it so odd that the days when i’ve been sick are the days when i’ve been most tempted to break my pledges.
i wonder if low energy points like this are commonly timed of great trial for other people besides myself. i guess one thing is obvious - i am still fighting and i still need energy to remain true.
i’ve maintained my path and kept as busy as possible with activities that i know are beneficial to my life, but also giving myself the time i need to heal up.
i needed to get this off my chest in order to reaffirm that my life is so much better abstaining from my addictions. i got a little bit lost in my own head.
if you care to share any ideas or similar experiences, i would love to hear. wishing everyone confidence and courage in ourselves, during this shared quest of life! 
