I’ve been struggling with porn addiction and my mental health has really deteriorated the past 2 years I need someone I can speak to
I'm really sorry to hear that you've been struggling with porn addiction and your mental health has deteriorated. It takes a lot of courage to reach out and ask for help. I'm here to listen and support you. It's important to talk to someone who can provide professional guidance, like a therapist or counselor. They can help you navigate through these challenges and work towards healing. You don't have to face this alone. Remember, reaching out is a brave step towards a better future.
Find a SSLA meeting in your area or try finding one on Zoom. It might be worth looking into. SSLA has been a great place for me and might be the same for you.
I can so relate, since I’m also struggling with this myself. Your not alone in this.
Just don’t watch the first one it’s the one that keeps u going. If you don’t watch the first one you can’t watch, the second one one is too many and 1000 is not enough ask God to help relieve you of your obsession first thing in the morning and pray for it to be removed every time the thought comes into you to watch. 
I’d suggest you find a SA meeting
How would I be able to find resources
I’ve been there. I couldn’t even look at women without feeling guilty… I can share what worked for me . Hit me up bro. I got you