I want to be at peace with me! That's it! No outside judgement but in order for me to do so means I have to be selfish! I have to remind myself daily that I'm a good person! My affliction does not define me! Actually, I believe it makes me stronger and if I'm able to overcome it and find myself, peace awaits me! I struggle with trying to please others and it's a horrible concept to think that I need to!