I want to be clean
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Me too.
You can do this, one day at a time
HI THERE keep coming back to this website. I promise you get lost in it, get addicted to LOOSID.
I EVEN GET MAD AT LUCID-LOOSID BECAUSE MY ADDICTED VOICE IN MY HEAD DOESN'T AGREE WITH IT
(that little b**** in my head gets destroyed quickly I just call it out)
I'M COURT MANDATED TO BE SOBER YOU DON'T WANT TO GET TO WHERE I'M AT WHERE YOU'RE FORCED TO BE SOBER
DO IT BEFORE YOU'RE THREATENED WITH JAIL
AFTER SPENDING SOME TIME THERE AND WITH WHAT I MIGHT HAVE TO DO I'M SCARED TO DEATH
HOWEVER I FACED THE FEAR DEAD ON BECAUSE THAT'S ALWAYS WHERE PEOPLE END UP EITHER DEAD OR IN JAIL.
AND THEN THERE'S THE INTERIM BETWEEN THOSE TWO WHERE WE JUST TORTURE OURSELVES AND OUR FAMILY AND YES IT MAY SEEM CONTROLLABLE FOR A WHILE BUT WE KNOW WHERE IT ALWAYS ends up.
I've never been in trouble in my life and I am of advanced age.
You can do this!!!!
...and I had ALMOST 9 years of sobriety before.
I just forgot where I came from and every time you relapse it gets worse.
U can be sober with us. AND IF YOU DO RELAPSE YOU STILL COME RIGHT BACK HOME.
BEFORE DURING AND AFTER
IT IS A DIS-EASE I am definitely not suggesting relapse.
I'm just saying you always come back and get sober again. it's just is harder when you got to keep doing it over and over again.
I REALIZE YOU'RE TRYING TO GET SOBER AND I SWEAR TO THE DIVINE EXERCISE AND DIET WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE AND YOU WILL FEEL THE BEST HIGH OF YOUR LIFE
YOU'RE PROBABLY ALREADY DOING IT
The Sunshine of sobriety is beautiful...
Believe me, I hate cheesy cornball BS
EVEN ON A CLOUDY DAY BEING SOBER IS A HIGH
If I could go back in time...
I CAN'T
I'm still learning how to use this website and I don't like being mad at lucid for saving my life LOOSID BABY!!!!
I sound like two people because I still have and always will have that drunk that wants to come out and it will never stop trying and that's where I screwed up.
I TRULY BELIEVED I'M SOBER AND I'LL BE SOBER THE REST OF MY LIFE WITHOUT DOING THE WORK AND NOT GOING TO MEETINGS AND NOT TALKING TO OTHER FOLKS AND NOT HELPING OTHER PEOPLE
... it just sits there dormantly and waits for the right time and when you're constantly using it's there all the time and when you're super sober it gets even sneakier.
Be careful. Be safe, Be alive.
Congratulations for coming to this site.
YOU ARE VERY SMART.
DO NOT EVER FORGET IT
You have to take that first step. It's not easy