I want to go into a program but keep overthinking it and my friend Jamie makes it even harder to get sober and be around him all while emotionally stable. I need to do what’s best for me. And that means shedding old habits and friends in order to further my life. I don’t want to be left behind like that dream I had where nobody would help me .
You just said it yourself 
Hi Gabriel! It looks like you know the answer to your problem, but I understand it is a difficult choice to make. I can tell you that after three years I have never regretted getting sober. You got this!
Do wait is right for you .
I am going thru this too. Just ended a 2.5 year relationship to better myself. You have to do what’s best for you.
Yea your going to have to kick your friend to the curve if that’s what you really want to do. It sucks but once your clean many times you and your friends have nothing in common. The only thing that keeps you together is the drug