I was 22 days then my cousin came up and I messed up. My boyfriend kicked me outHe said until I get sober he can’t deal with it no more. I feel embarrassed and sad right now.
The only thing you can do is take everyone else out of the equation and focus on your self. Take yourself to a meeting and begin connecting with others get a sponsor and working the steps.Find a higher power of your own l chose to call mine God What done is done Keep it moving and stay away from your cousin sounds like they are a trigger
Sounds like you have a few decisions to make. Things happen. Don’t get too caught up with what’s done. You can’t change that. Focus on you and sobriety now. It should be the most important thing for you. I believe in you you can do it if you truly are honest with yourself and do the work! Reach out to someone or here if you need it. This is a we thing, a whole community of people who not only can but WANT to help you.
Don't let other people dictate your sobriety. Get your a$$ to a meeting and keep it there. You can do this