I was molested when i was 6 because my grandfathers wife allowed her friend to take me in a car
My grandfathers drinking caused her to become a mobster to me.
She targetted me with her hate told lies from that event to cover her allowing her friend to molest me. She was a sick woman
Alcoholism caused me to be neglected over and over and abused
Because of that i havent been able to be close to people. No trust for anyone
Ive done counseling over snd over.
I dont trust them
I dont trust anyone including myself
I still fantasize being close to people
I went to bars trying to be close to someone anyone by drinking with a stranger in a bar How crazy is that ?
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