I was sober for a year. Then I wasnt. I lost my family. My kids have suffered from alcohol over the years. I gained a beautiful gift in a man and I completely ruined it by drinking and saying hurtful things. I feel like im losing my life but im trying to stay positive. My kids love and support me. I have a family that is supporting me. But my soul has died some after losing the love of my life.
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I’m sorry you’re going through that. Keep your head high. Are you sober now or actively drinking still? Did your S.O pass away or you mean you lost them due to your drinking? Sorry just clarifying what the post says… I’m not sure how this app fully works I’m new to it but if you can message on it feel free to reach out.
Hang in there !! God has a plan. 1 day at a time. 
Recovery has a way of giving us back the things we thought were gone, sometimes in ways we never expected. Your kids love you, your family is with you, and you’re still fighting. That’s not strength, the reason to keep going. 