I was thinking earlier how grateful i am for all the knowledge and love thats been given to me freely over these last 23 years.
I’m thankful that i have so much opportunity to share it.
I am eternally grateful that that my misfortune in the past has left me able to study and practice loving others without condition so much that it’s becoming intuitive.
I’m grateful that i have every one of you beautiful sonsabitches to help me live a life worthy of all the love that’s been spent on me.
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That kind of perspective is what keeps us going. Love to see it!
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Thank you, Crissy!!!
I had to cut myself off because I was on a roll.
I slept good enough and woke up with a song in my head. Before long Ì was singing and dancing around the house.
I almost feel guilty saying stuff like that, ya know?
That was an absolute impossibility 24 years ago. Most mornings Ì woke up and started looking for the bullets.
I hated life so bad that it hurt like The Rock throwing cement blocks through my chest over and over and over again.
I was just as sincere about my desire for death then as I am for life today. Don’t get me wrong, life remains a solid 95% suck. It’s getting worse. I got lucky though. I spent so many hours with God that He and I got real close.
One day I think He slipped up. Tired of me whining He said, “Son, you are allowed to be happy while the world continues to suck.”
That was the day Ì was finally saved. I haven’t had a bad day in these past 12 years. Some bad minutes, but they pass.