I wasted 68 days of sobriety in May. The drinking slowly came back and now its back to where it was before my ER visit. Struggling to quit again. Its not the desire, but the mental struggle. Im good in the AM, but when late afternoon hits, my mind starts the battle of wanting to drink.
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I get active because when I get bored all sorts of thoughts start running through my head. I go to the local meeting, I call it with a bunch of guys on the phone, I do service work such as service commitments, now you can hear the second meeting or third meeting if I want to. I try to surround myself with sober people. But in order to do that I have to put myself out there.