I went for a walk yesterday and ran in to some people from my addiction. When i saw them i started replaying something i was telling these guys in my head.
I would tell these young guys, u guys are still young what r u doing get ur life's together and build ur self a life. Then i would go on telling them about the life i had before i thru it all away.
I would go on saying dont end up like me where u all to old and gone to far down the rabbit hole.
I was justifying my addiction to myself and to other people.
Its to late for me, im to old,i burned to many people.
Today i realized its never to late to better ur delf. Sobriety is my midlife crisis.
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