I went to rehab for 30 days, came home

I went to rehab for 30 days, came home for a christmas pass and didnt go back bcuz i was abusing benzos before i got home. I put in an application for a job and im pretty sure i got it, nothing has changed about my addiction. But my husband needs help with our bills.

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:thinking::thinking::thinking: hmmm.

Money concerns are important but so is your health.
Do you have meetings close to you? They have online meetings too.
You need a support system. My AA family is the community I have always wanted and needed.
It is ok to put your needs first.

Tough choice for me or what?

I do have meetings near me but I'm not used to working 8 hrs a day. I know me and I just want to go home and crash!