I wish i could find my person

Do you ever realize once you get fully sober how alone you can feel at times? I have my family and my son and I'm very lucky to be here but ive lost alot too, my best friend died of a heroin overdose, my husband had a massive heart attack and my fiance died last april from an overdose, and my current ex is still in active addiction really bad. I have zero friends at the moment bc ive distanced myself and cut off every remaining addicti knew. Im a good mom and an excellent daughter ahd sister and aunt , but i do tend to get lonely, i just wish God would send someone to me who would be my equal, my soulmate, my person I can count on truly, but this life is so precious and so beautiful and im so thankful for being her and beating my addiction

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I know what you mean. I lost my wife in 2014, and 4 years later lost my gf the day after Christmas so this time of year is especially lonely. It's hard not to have someone close.

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True that, I'm also looking for a female puppy that's a sheepadoodle type dog, god just keeps telling me to get a dog and I'm looking everywhere for one but everyone is selling them no one wants to just give one to help someone out and I'm not like tbe " feel sorry for me type" you know but idk I just love animals and its my dream

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Hi Jenn
Same boat here. It's weird how they say take a year off from dating during recovery. It feels so counterintuitive in this lonely time. On the flipside I totally get it. Last time I tried to date at 45 days I had to drink for the dates cuz i didn't know any other way. Moving to Tennessee from California in a few months. Maybe we can meetup. Just look to the sober community for awhile.

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Thanks for sharing. It might be lonely now but it won’t always be. Meetings more friends as time goes will help fill the void.

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Jenn.. know this. You're not alone.
I'm a firm believer that a TRUE friend walks in when others walk out or are asked to leave or escorted out.
I just walked in. My name is Michael.

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The promises will come true

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Hey, friend me! I'm a good one to talk to. I'm in Houston, but I have a lot of family in Georgia. I'm an artist as well and it would be fun to share my process.

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Hi there! I'm jenn, I'm in Newnan GA and I'm 38 and I was on cocaine and fentanyl but I've been sober 5 months, i love makeup, and digital art and photography and writing as well but sure come talk to me!

Hi I'm jenn how are you ?

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Lol... I'm good Jenn

This is what I'm going through as well. Dating apps suck, I've found friends at church but not the one. I guess when it's time for that to happen it will. Stay strong!

Great job and your one will come soon