I woke up yesterday almost three years in and was built with so much fear I actually thought of drinking. I didn’t do it I thought I should still share how cunning and baffling it can be.
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Yes it is. Don’t give into the ridiculous idea that it would be different this time. It never is.
Get to a meeting if you’re in the program and talk about how you feel.
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Just call someone anyone.
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I'm glad you didn't Sarah. Feeling good about that choice?
Remember.. you have a good support here.. let us know if we can help
What was the cause of fear?
I am a member of the no matter what club. I don’t drink under any and all conditions. No matter what else happens I can get through it. And if I do today what I did yesterday, then do tomorrow what I did today it’s impossible for me to drink.
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Thank you 
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I’m just now realizing you guys can comment. Sorry I’m not very technical
Well, now y can contact people to talk with
I'm full of gratitude that you didn't relapse.