idk if i can stop drinking. i can definetely take a break but when im drinkin it doesnt stop. i went out drinking w a few buddies the other day and i feel like i was the one having the most fun. when im sober im happy. when i drink im happy. im just a happy mfker that can have a good time on my own. never had close friends or friends at all. i find alota people are delicate and worry too much about stuff they cant control. when ppl ask me why i drink so much theyre seeking for pain. does anyone understand somebody who just likes to drink??im on loosid bcus nobody wants me to txt em. so here i am lonely as ever
