Idk why ive been good with the drinking but for the past few days ive wanted to get a 100 bag of coke. I have adhd and for me it silences the noise in my head. Life has been lifie and ive been dealing with everything and im excited for my 4 month chip but the thoughts have been extra lately
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Are you medicated for the ADHD? I'm assuming not because of the craving to silence the brain with coke. My ex was ADHD and when she was off meds she was very impulsive so I would try and rectify that if possible and definitely consult your support system and sponsor if you have that. Have a great day
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My thoughts and urges for things that don’t serve me or my loved ones is my dis-ease/addict-ego.
Contrary actions such as attending AA/NA meetings, service in the sober community, 12 step work and talking to sober folks about my thoughts and feelings is my medicine.
I’m here if you want to talk or have any questions
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@angie482041 DON'T DO IT!! 4 months is right around the corner....
You can do this. Just get through the next 30 minutes. Then rinse and repeat and continue to do so.
If you're prescribed medicine stay on top of it. If not go see or at least reach out to your primary care doctor. If not go seek assistance from urgent care. The gist of what I'm saying is get help just don't blow it. We All want to see you get that 4 month chip.
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I was on medication but because of drinking the doctor stopped prescribing it and I’ve been asking for something but she hasn’t given me anything. Yes I can be very impulsive at times but I’m holding it together. Tonight I’m going to get my 4 month chip and going to 3 meetings. This to shall pass. Thanks 
for the kind words!
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I am working with dr but she won’t prescribe anything at this time. I need a neuropsychological testing done but list long. I’m getting my chip in few hours and going to 3 meetings tonight. Thank you for the kind words
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