If anyone is having a hard time, today, if this weekend, please send me a private message. 15 months sober here. You don’t have to be alone!
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That’s very nice of you Jason! How about this? When my wife starts up on me about “how” and “why” I could do the things I’ve done, and asks didn’t she or the kids ever cross my mind…How about I tell her to call you? 
In reality, it isn’t funny. I do own up to the 
shit I put her thru, and after 97 days I can’t expect it to all just go away. Sucks dealing with the wreckage, but it’s a process I’ve got to work thru. But man it would be great if I could tell her to call my brother Jason!!!
Absolutely man. It’s definitely a process. I’ve had a lot of screwups in my life and thank God most of the people have forgiven me for them. My hardest is my son’s mom, she likes to use my son against me when she’s having a bad time. Sometimes I think she wants to drive me back to drinking, but I’m not falling into that trap.
I can definitely relate. My ex used to use my daughter as a weapon, because she knew that extra access time was the only leverage she had over me. Then my 10 year old daughter, on her own, told her mother about a year ago that if she didn’t give me at least 50/50 custody, she would go to court with me to make it that way… now She’s with me about 75% of the time. I know my ex would like nothing more then me to start drinking again. That just makes my resolve that much stronger… Living well is definitely the best revenge!
I’m getting ready to take his mom to court. We had a verbal agreement and now that I’m doing well she’s jealous and punishes me. I was getting him all the time. She has no trouble cashing those child support checks.
Thank you Jason!
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Thank you Jason everyday will be hard for a while I quit doing the head shop speed online speed and gave up no way you can medicate as an addict with shit you don't know also it's so mental lol I am making myself crazy thank you fir being there
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And the shit will never be forgotten. It will be brought up during random disagreements
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Living amends (if done right) are the hardest. They require work every day and they take a long time. But..they are powerful. This new person that we are has to prove we are here to stay.
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