If I'm allowed to ask please pray for my best friends family soba gave up his fight for a kidney transplant and passed away. I'm already white knuckling it I'm trying to break I'm going to break the curse of relaxing on crack and vodka every Christmas I do. Don't do death well at all and I know no one does that's not the point. Yes I'm going to therapy to deal with abandonment issues? This the soul was wonderful we hosted a Thanksgiving meal together. My husband died December 18th 2018 and 10 days later on Christmas Day my beautiful sister Liza. If anyone has any pointers or tools that I have not used I'll be damned if I use but I'm just so sad guys. I have 91 days clean from Coke and vodka and I sure could use a drink I'll be honest. Grow Up by say to myself. I can't shut down again God bless all of you and thank you for reading this please respond. Lauren
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