Im 1 month and 3 weeks sober.
First timer here..
I've been in and out of the rooms for years now.
Have my collection of beginner chips and a few monthly ones.
This time around, i feel such a huge difference. I feel the usual
Focused, energized, and happier.
However, it's the sitting in my thoughts that's hard to take.
I keep myself super busy. Im up super early and asleep the same.
Plus, age has lots to do with it this time around , im tired and fed up.
Body and mind cant take it anymore. I wasnt at it every night. Not that it matters. One drink is too much.
I know it's said to just let yourself feel and go through whatever pain or issues at the moment.
Its the past regrets that haunt me
I know everything about focusing on today and the past is the past, and i do believe that things are put in your path for a reason, that this was my destiny.
Its life lessons, i guess. It's the thoughts that bring on the sadness and pain thinking of my self destructive life i lead.
Looking forward to hearing and sharing on this site
Thank you and Bless you