I'm 38 months sober from alcohol today and I should be happy about it but a part of me isn't...not because of my sobriety but I'm not happy considering what I got going on. I made it to a meeting yesterday morning and going to another one this morning. I want to drink pretty bad still to numb the pain so I'm going to all the meetings I can so I don't relapse. All I can say is thank God for coffee and 0% non-alcoholic drinks to help with the urges to drink. I'm not new to recovery considering my years of addictions. The fact that I made it to 38 month's without a drop of alcohol is a miracle
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You are a miracle. Sobriety is a blessing. May you never forget the reasons why you came into the rooms and picked up that white chip. ODAAT