Im 45 days sober from alcahol ! Booze was my crutch for over 25 years ?? Im too tired to math right now!! My last fall off the wagon ended in some crazy situations.. 2 arrests and having a f#n taser deployed on me along with some death threats from a bald rcmp officer!! N then a trip to the psychward.. insanity!! And now my bellybutton b day! And xmas around the corner.. i miss my daughters! And life on lifes terms fng with me mentally.
Im holding my broken self together with what little tape i had to pull myself together... im still smoking weed here and there, ive used the bottle for alot of things in life that i couldnt deal with... the loss of my mother after doing 2 years in jail for being a monster of society selling stuf... and violence... and a relationship that was completely toxic!! This time around i feel so fn alone!!.
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