Im a little heavy hearted today. Being almost 3 months

Im a little heavy hearted today. Being almost 3 months clean is still so early to have to deal with what im dealing with. I dont want to go into too much detail but i took my husband of 9 years to the er yesterdayand from hia results he cheated on me...now im no princess lord knows i did my fair share of cheating while trying to get high but i never brought anything home. Luckily this was caught before it was given ti me. Part of me wants to leave bc of it but the other part says who am i to judge when i did the same. Im so lost

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You can rebuild, but it takes 2. Regardless, your sobriety must always be top priority. 3 months is amazing! Recovery can be very painful at times. We need to face and feel the uncomfortable emotions of life, instead of running away and getting drunk/high. 3 months is amazing! Keep pushing thru ODAAT

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We are not saints