Im also new to this app. Ive been sober for over 3.5 monthes. I was forced into recovery by a court order probation with treatment random UAs. If i would of never got picked up with meth on me i wouldnt be sober. So going through treatment and havibg to pass UAs to keep out of jail. I realized how much of a shitty person i use to be. I noticed when i engage in conversations with people i have alot of eye contact with the person im conversing with. Before when i was high i would hardly look a person in the eye and space off into my own world eventualy just walking away cuz i didnt care what that person was saying. And not only that sitting in someones house for days talking about about im gona do with like minded people and just spinning my wheels not putting any of that talk into actions. Im sure the same people are still there today talking about the things their gona do. I realized i like the sober me and i person i am becoming. Since ive been sober alot of good things are falling into place for me. All due to sobriety and a new attitude. And i realize i wont ever go back to being that person i was 4 monthes ago. I wish everyone could get sober and see if things change for them. Just wanted to share.
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