I'm an alcoholic who craves the drink. I'm in recovery not by choice but by the need to stay healthy. I'm not normal. I'll always want to drink! And that's okay as long as I dont act on it. That's why I talk about recovery to remind myself that I want to live a longer life. It sucks being abnormally normal if that makes any sense? Not everyone i know likes to hear my recovery rhetoric but I do! And that's all that matters. Thanks for listening to my alcoholic rant y'all !
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I'm so grateful that I remember very clearly how rotten my life was forty one years ago. When things today seem kind of bad I think back on how I hated life back then and how today on how free I am. I used to think I was free back when I was married to alcohol. Married to alcohol wasn't freedom. Being in and doing recovery like you are doing is freedom.
Way to live Lakota Bear
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Been feeling the EXACT same. Thanks for sharing
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Thanks fa sharing 🫂
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As said in my 30 day rehab stay "you can't keep it if you don't give it away". That makes sense to me now.