Im coming up on 5 months clean and

Im coming up on 5 months clean and sober,feeling edgy, im in this i deserve attitude and i want things a certain way ,my wife and our kids have put up with my stuff for a long time ,but being clean and sober ,im already tired of their stuff,i feel like choking people in my house,thanking grow up and get the f ,,,,out of my house ,im trying not to be that person, its hard focusing on myself,having to look at myself isnt easy, why do they not have to be men and look at theirself ,im very cranky and i want what i want and everyone should fall into place, i just need some out side my house to tell me about my stuff