I'm entering the night of day 1, so I know the fun hasn't started yet, but I NEED to do this. I'm just tired of it all. I'm tired of waitng an hour when they said 10 minutes, of letting the dealer having power over me,of letting the contents of a baggie rule my life, of the lying and pain I cause and on and on. I'm new to this group,so I'm sorry for babbling, but I thought that writing things here will make it more real.
Thank you for listening.
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Thank you
We are all sick and tired of it all, Long before we get to place where we are finally ready to hang it up because finally enough is enough
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When you’re “sick & tired of being sick & tired” - that’s when you surrender, to win. You surrender the battle,to win the war. No mas. And that’s the beginning. Endure the discomfort of withdrawal - physical, mental, whatever. It’s temporary, remember that. Go to AA, NA, any-A - so you don’t meet the DA. And share your feelings. Your discomfort. And you’ll find people just like you on the inside. And soon you’ll be sharing about your gratitude. It will happen, if you let it! Pulling for you dude!!
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I just wanted to say thanks a lot for all the words of support. I greatly appreciate them! I slept a little bit off and on. Thomas, your comment about withdrawal being a temporary situation is all I keep thinking about, that no matter how bad it gets, it won't be like it forever.
Again, thanks.
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You are welcome. I struggled with relapse for a long time. And then I made a decision - to stop hurting myself. I decided to quit using. And I still have thoughts and urges - but I don’t wanna go back to that life.
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You are not alone
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