In active addiction and feeling so alone, tired, and defeated
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That's what brings us to God, just those feelings of being exhausted, broken, and in need of Something bigger than yourself. You're at a tremendous place and I have my own way to talk to Him and I'm asking Him to talk to You.
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I remember those feelings. Honestly, I still have them sometimes. The difference between having them when I was out there and having them now, is today Im not alone. Finding a community of people who stick together because we're sick and tired of being sick and tired. Is a huge first step toward a new way of life. Try a meeting, and try to reach out to someone. Try not to pick up just for today. Just keep trying.
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You got this
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You're at a cross-roads. Addiction brings us to our knees so to speak it's then that we make a decision to fight for sobriety. You can do this. Keep coming back. Ask questions, add friends, and please check out the resources Loosid has.
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Hey, friend. I'm here if you need to talk.
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Hi Misfit C! You stated that you are in active addiction and are feeling so alone, tired, and defeated.
I see (hear) you.
You are taking the very first baby steps towards kicking this disease of addiction in the a**!
Have you started thinking about what your next step looks like?
I know that it is all scary, I also know that you can beat this! Why? Because I believe in you!
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Welcome
That's what your addiction wants you to feel. That's what the devil is joyous bc you are feeling. but God. He can and will turn all this around. Prayers for your recovery
There is a solution, seek it out. Sending love and prayers 
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Praying for you, my friend. The end of my addiction and drinking was so bad. I was so alone. Six months ago, the love of my life passed away. And I just gave up I folded. He got so bad the alcohol on the drugs and anything else I was doing at the time did not stop the emotions and feelings from coming like they always had before. They amplified them so much so that I tried to take my own life. For some reason I didn’t die. I don’t question it. I’m not alone anymore and come to find out I never was my perspective as someone actively using is so horrible. So horribly destructive to me. Like I said, I pray for you. Reach out. Talk to people talk to me. Talk to anyone. Talk to God go to a meeting. Just don’t quit.
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We are not so special or alone with our sense of how bad we are. Wow we are all trying yo be good and are all equal on God's eyes. So get to meetings and be at peace and understand God is not going to judge you from a negative mind set why do you) Odaat
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