I'm fearful I'm falling into my old way of thinking

That’s awesome Brian! Being open minded is a huge step in the recovery world. I have read recovery dharma which is a 4 step program based on the Buddhist principles. Keep your head up and let God take the wheel. I know for me when I get in the way of Gods plan my life becomes unmanageable

Keep talking and getting off your chest. Take things day by day. Everyday you are sober is a miracle.

Hey. Get a counselor or who ever makes decisions on room mates. Tell them it’s to streefull for you. Grab someone to talk to and get all this off your chest!
DON’T DRINK!!!
Nothing good will come out of it. Pray!! Let God handle all this shit you have going on!!