I'm glad to be sober, but dealing with all going on in my head while sober really sucks!
And I just can't find a medication to help me with my anxiety and depression effectively.
Even still, alcohol sends my anxiety through the roof and gets me really panicky. I'm very glad to be sober today, instead of compounding the problem! I hope you all are as well 
Kim, I lost a wonderful woman to the disease ,its a fight for your life,the steps are only a path a direction, a sponcer is only a spiritual advisor, you are the prize, use the tools as if they were a parachute and your falling, your tools, your life