-Having my wonderful boyfriend of almost 6 years together still in my life.
-both of my parents and my stepdad are still alive
-Have a job at a fast food restaurant, not the greatest job because its minimum wage but its still something compared to doing nothing and being more broke than I already am right now.
-have my plants and animals doing well
-waking up with some hope of a better life and a better future even while dealing with depression issues still inside me everyday, it's hard it's difficult.
-Never got into any trouble with the law even when during my active addiction use from years and years ago.
-to be alive and breathing. I was born 4 days late and was suffocating in the womb I'm actually lucky to be here today because i almost died during labor.
-Most of all I'm just glad I have my wonderful boyfriend in my life and I wish and hope to keep continuing a great future together with him and hopefully we'll both get lucky together someday sometime and have kids and get married and have a place of our own together and share everything in it together. I'd do anything to have a family with my boyfriend. may 2023 will be our 6th year together. hes been sober for 2 years now from meth and I'm grateful for that too. meth is one of the worst and hardest addictions to quit because it's so easy to find. I am thinking about booking myself into outpatient treatment because I relapsed again recently and he doesnt know and I think I should tell him everything I just dont know how to at the moment. maybe tomorrow I will. thankyou for letting me share all of this I really needed to. sharing all of this rignt now has uplifted my mood a bit.
happy st patty's day. god bless you all thankyou
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