I'm grateful to have the understanding I need to be grateful, if that makes sense. I'm literally grateful for so many things and it seems silly saying some of them but it isn't. I was never grateful before, ever. I only wanted more and more of everything. I'm grateful I get to be alive, I'm grateful I have a roof over my head. I'm flipping grateful I can run to the store and buy food. I'm grateful my kids talk to me and want to be with me. I'm grateful I have pets I actually take care of because I'm not wasting my money on drugs. I'm grateful I have problems to learn from. I'm flipping grateful I want to participate in life. I'm grateful for 12 steps, a HP, a sponsor, and meetings to go to. I never want to not be grateful again.
