Im hurting right now my wife left me almost two

Im hurting right now my wife left me almost two years ago and she is living out doors in portland or as far as i know i hear from her and it hurts me so deeply because i never wanted it to end i know i wasnt perfect but i didnt deserve what she did to me and now i have to see her old picture from when she left when my world came crashing down i am fighting to be sober and to do good things but its hard right now because i want to try again but i am just unable to forget the pain of that loss that day she walked out and i was sitting on the floor crying because i knew that was the end and i just dont know what to do

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