I'm in IOP today. And we talked about Happiness. About how how happiness is a choice. That no one can make US happy. I thought being In my active addiction was me making myself happy. But how when I was slowly killing myself. I thought my relationship and counting on my partner was making me happy. I thought being loyal and your supposed to go the good and bad. And she went to jail. Had 2 get clean and after 7years left me to find herself. That almost killed me. And yet God saved me again. I'm just lonely I guess. I want to be happy again. And find love again. Thank you for reading.
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