A little over 7 months clean now, and just got back on here and was reminded of the desperation and how horrible it was while I was still using. It's surreal to me that I have this much clean time. My life is an absolute dream right now. Not that everything is perfect, but because I know that no matter what I don't have to use drugs over anything. There's so much freedom in that. I've heard it said 'if drugs are the answer then what was the question,' and I can tell you now that regardless of the question drugs never have to be the answer again. I'm extremely grateful for my life, my health, my family and recovery community.
I hope everyone had a good and safe Thanksgiving. Holidays are hard whether you're clean or not, but I believe in you. Stick with your recovery, and reach out if you need anything!